Tuesday, February 21, 2012

In-dependency in Relationships

Dear Blog,

Today  I Understood that everyone loves his or hers  freedom.In the relationships the freedom is very important fact.Giving freedom and using it wisely hmm.... Everyone should know their  limits. The one who gives it and the one who uses  it . Love should not be a big headache , it shouldn't be a something that you want to get rid from.It should be something that you will feel as same in everyday. Love doesn't mean that you depend on someone it means you have special one to share everything. but sharing doesn't mean depending on something or someone.So be patience enough to respect each others' in-dependency and privacy  when you are in the relationships.

Love You Blog ,
See You Soon.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

prostitution (passion ^ love)

She was  Maria, a  girl in her   young age from a rural village of Brazil, She worked in  nightclub in switzerland  as a samba dancer for a short time, but she realized that  was not what she wanted and at the same time she found that reality is  harder than she expected. After a heated argument  with her management of  the night club she left the place and looked for a career in modeling. But she failed and  unfortnatly she had to sell herself for 1000 francs for "one night" with an Arab man. 

   She  was happy with the easy money making method and there she , with  her "new profession" .She became a professional prostitute not with her body but also with her soul .Maria  could see in her client's eyes that they were afraid of their wives, the feeling of panic that they might not be able to get an erection, that they might not seem manly enough even to the ordinary prostitute whom they were paying for her services. When they had some female company, if they didn’t manage to get an erection, they would be too ashamed  to go back to the same club again because they would assume that all the other women there would know the situation.These men, so powerful and arrogant at work, constantly having to deal with employees, customers, secrets, posturings, hypocrisy, fear and oppression, ended their day in a nightclub and they didn’t mind spending three hundred and fifty Swiss francs to stop being themselves for a night.

      Her world changed when she met Ralf a young swiss painter .He saw the "inner light" of maria . Maria fall in love with him  and began to experience what true love is .Maria was torn between her sexual fantasies and true love for Ralf. Suddenly she decided that it was the  time for her to leave Geneva with her memory of Ralf, because she realized that they were in different two worlds . But before leaving, she thought  to rekindle the dead sexual fire in Ralf and learnt from him about the nature of Sacred Sex, sex which is mingled with true love and which involved the giving up of one's soul for the loved one.

Well this is the summary of the book that did attract me a lot.

Now I would like to add a small part in to my note .

"I think we are afraid of each other when it comes to sex, because we read so much about sex, we talk so openly about sex, we see movies and we read books; but when we are face to face with someone else, we forget our individual patterns; that we are unique. So we try to repeat other people’s patterns, according to what we seen and what we heard. So most of us are very frustrated, because we don’t accept our individuality as far as sex is concerned.

Paulo Coelho......    "

This is something  for you to think  twice :D

Now again back to "Eleven minutes"  .

Here it describes two types of prostitution one for money and other one sacred prostitution. 

  But I wonder,  is there any prostitutes here for sacred prostitution like Maria did rather than the ones who are waiting to fulfill  sexual desires for money. Ehhh.....For me the art is there in the book it's  something beyond the reality  though !! ....

Thursday, December 1, 2011

No eleven minutes

 Life moves very fast. It rushes from heaven to hell in a matter of seconds .But Still I'm in my own world ,Dhara's world I do learn  to suffer in silence.


Term tests , Bundles of papers to be corrected ,mark sheets :( 

"Excuse me I have  a question.

What is a teacher? "I asked from one of my friends . As she told it isn't someone who teaches something, but someone who inspires the student to give of her best in order to discover what she already knows.

Anyway Whatever I am a teacher ..Another  happy teacher who  Laughs at her worries and insecurities. Views her  anxieties with humor.


"Stop being who you were and become who you are" another advice from my colleagues.The desert takes our dreams away from us, and they don't always return. Dreams can be changed ????? Isn't this person now here typing ,not the the one who typed earlier   * doubt* 

 I should draw a Graph For my Dreams  vs Time... :-)

By the way i have found the great lie in this world .At a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and then everyone tells that  our lives become controlled by fate. But the thing is necessary or not these things could be happened.When we first begin fighting for the  things to be controlled by us, we have no experience and make mistakes. but once we have gathered experience we shouldn't let the chance to miss.

This evening was free for me.Had a nap and then read Eleven minutes for the 4th time. Well I do love every and each word in there which takes me out from this world.

"Anyone who is in love is making love the whole time, even when they're not. When two bodies meet, it is just the cup overflowing. They can stay together for hours, even days. They begin the dance one day and finish it the next, or — such is the pleasure they experience — they may never finish it. No eleven minutes for them."

Just had deep thoughts over this phrase ...mmm....

Now are you in confusion??

 Am I Crazyyy?? 

For me I am someone who is different and I don't want to be the same as everyone else. My view of the life is as an adventurer in search of treasure not as a victim of the world..I am living in my  own  world, Which everything is possible and everything is relative .

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

To My Dream,

When I saw you at the very first time
I trust you as a tangible sign
You gave me a new life
but with a double edge knife
your smile in front of my eyes
makes me to feel that the life is nice


the morning dawns and wind do blow
you are telling me that you want to go
the saddest part that you never knew
It's me the one

 The   Broken Dream Catcher of you...

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Sensi ' s love !!

You know me better then I know myself
It's as if I'm a book,
That you have read inside and out
You know when I'm happy, and when I'm sad
You even know when the little things make me mad
Baby I don't know how you did it,
But you made me fall head over heals for you

I wanna feel your tender touch
I wanna hear your voice
No other one could take your place
You’re it
I have no choice

You amaze me in every way
You take my breath away

You give so much with your tender touch,
You’re amazing, and you’re mine!~~

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Lemme Burn

X Thinks
this is something simple
these are my feelings
shattered in to pieces
that can never mend
aches and ashes
lemme burn
in this fire.. 

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Lemme Pretend


You  were online
without a single word
just poking me and go every time
yes me was fool
I  should understood everything
I should do give up
all my emotions

only have a space
in a single diamond drop
to fall dwn
Onto the ground

vanish into thin air

Lemme wear my mask
having nice smile there
to pretend you all
that I am the happiest girl
in this world
tears are so heavy me to bear...